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Another day, another ton of shit that happened.
First off, Todd died. He’s been battling cancer. I was so close to seeing him again. I wanted him to get vaccinated before I saw him again. I still had a Xmas present for him. Now I’ll never see him ever again. I’m just fucked up about it. He died before this cold snap, so he didn’t die that way. Still it’s just fucking sad. He was one of my last lifelines to my dad. I keep losing people who knew and loved my dad.
He had two senior cats that I love. And my dumb ass applied to adopt them. I. Can’t leave them there. I’d want someone to do the same for me if I died. I already applied to adopt them. I’m sad about it still. And this place is so small. What am I doing? I don’t know but I love them and I can’t leave them in the shelter.
We have hot water! The things were missing at this point are laundry and, yanno, clean water. But boiling is fine.
The weather is already back up in the 70s and I’m so mad. If I believed in god I’d be furious.
We drank some beers with some pals today. I kept trying to act normal. But also just super messed up about Todd. Idk. I am mega tired again. I’ll keep going to sleep early I guess.
I want Todd back.
First off, Todd died. He’s been battling cancer. I was so close to seeing him again. I wanted him to get vaccinated before I saw him again. I still had a Xmas present for him. Now I’ll never see him ever again. I’m just fucked up about it. He died before this cold snap, so he didn’t die that way. Still it’s just fucking sad. He was one of my last lifelines to my dad. I keep losing people who knew and loved my dad.
He had two senior cats that I love. And my dumb ass applied to adopt them. I. Can’t leave them there. I’d want someone to do the same for me if I died. I already applied to adopt them. I’m sad about it still. And this place is so small. What am I doing? I don’t know but I love them and I can’t leave them in the shelter.
We have hot water! The things were missing at this point are laundry and, yanno, clean water. But boiling is fine.
The weather is already back up in the 70s and I’m so mad. If I believed in god I’d be furious.
We drank some beers with some pals today. I kept trying to act normal. But also just super messed up about Todd. Idk. I am mega tired again. I’ll keep going to sleep early I guess.
I want Todd back.
