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snowball has been in the bedroom a bit more again. maybe maybe maybe someday she'll sleep with me again.
The groomers came today and got Blue all shaved down. I've needed a break from brushing him anyway, so I'm glad to have a month or so where I don't have to groom his fur.
I got a cat tree, and its, like, not full size??? it feels like its 3/4s size. Of course, the day I build it, Snowball and Blue have been using the saucer I was going to replace with this tree. So now, I'm like... do I keep this 3/4ths cat tower no one is interested in? Give it time, they might like it? Or put back this saucer because at least i know they could be interested in it? idk.
and of course, i feel ripped off. and its 50 dollars. but I should have done some measuring. You know how it is, you go off the picutre, and it looks to-size in the picture. and thats where they deceive you. This is mostly my fault i guess. giving up on amazon, which was full of shit like this too, and moving to ebay where its even worse sucks. maybe i should have tried chewy instead. its hard because i want something cheap. this is literally just carpet and particle board. it shouldnt cost a lot. Idk. I'm just all mad about it i guess. I s2g i'm never buying a cat tree online again and just going in the damn store.
Still this is nearly 100 dollars of shit i bought for cats, and like, it isnt working out and i just dont want to fuck with returns on physically large items. im just mad mostly? the stairs i bought for pepper at least were good and made sense. pepper is just dead. sadly.
i keep worrying that i'm forgetting to take care of her. it was easy to only see her once or twice a day since all she did was hide in the closet. i dont know. it makes me feel terrible all over again. i feel fucking terrible. i feel like im losing it. therapy tomorrow will hopefully be useful.
I feel like I've been having a panic attack the last several hours and I dont know why
The groomers came today and got Blue all shaved down. I've needed a break from brushing him anyway, so I'm glad to have a month or so where I don't have to groom his fur.
I got a cat tree, and its, like, not full size??? it feels like its 3/4s size. Of course, the day I build it, Snowball and Blue have been using the saucer I was going to replace with this tree. So now, I'm like... do I keep this 3/4ths cat tower no one is interested in? Give it time, they might like it? Or put back this saucer because at least i know they could be interested in it? idk.
and of course, i feel ripped off. and its 50 dollars. but I should have done some measuring. You know how it is, you go off the picutre, and it looks to-size in the picture. and thats where they deceive you. This is mostly my fault i guess. giving up on amazon, which was full of shit like this too, and moving to ebay where its even worse sucks. maybe i should have tried chewy instead. its hard because i want something cheap. this is literally just carpet and particle board. it shouldnt cost a lot. Idk. I'm just all mad about it i guess. I s2g i'm never buying a cat tree online again and just going in the damn store.
Still this is nearly 100 dollars of shit i bought for cats, and like, it isnt working out and i just dont want to fuck with returns on physically large items. im just mad mostly? the stairs i bought for pepper at least were good and made sense. pepper is just dead. sadly.
i keep worrying that i'm forgetting to take care of her. it was easy to only see her once or twice a day since all she did was hide in the closet. i dont know. it makes me feel terrible all over again. i feel fucking terrible. i feel like im losing it. therapy tomorrow will hopefully be useful.
I feel like I've been having a panic attack the last several hours and I dont know why
