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Friday I was so tired. I hadn't slept in well over a week. I decided to just take a benedryl and sleep. I dont even think I made it to 9 pm. but i slept 12 hours which was nice.
I don't get why I can't sleep. I just keep waking up and feeling terrible. lately about Pepper. I keep thinking about things I should have done differently.
I need to stop looking at my phone when I can't sleep. I keep thinking it'll help me get my mind off stuff, but I know in actuality it wakes me up. I need to go in the living room and read. But im lazy. But it sometimes works. I don't know. I didn't sleep again last night. or, well, I slept 5 hours. Which, 5 hours is better than most nights tbh.
Snowball woke me up though! She finally came to lay on me, make biscuits on me, and cuddle. I was so excited and happy that she came that I stayed up for an hour petting her. I'm glad she finally is cuddling with me again, even if its at 5am.
watched wrestlemania with david last night. it felt good to do a thing we haven't done in over a year. It was surprisingly pretty good, even the matches i thought were going to suck were pretty entertaining. Wrestling is funner with friends.
And Im seeing Debbie today. Which should be nice. And then more wrestlemania.
idk. i'm mostly just updating because im tired of not sleeping.
I don't get why I can't sleep. I just keep waking up and feeling terrible. lately about Pepper. I keep thinking about things I should have done differently.
I need to stop looking at my phone when I can't sleep. I keep thinking it'll help me get my mind off stuff, but I know in actuality it wakes me up. I need to go in the living room and read. But im lazy. But it sometimes works. I don't know. I didn't sleep again last night. or, well, I slept 5 hours. Which, 5 hours is better than most nights tbh.
Snowball woke me up though! She finally came to lay on me, make biscuits on me, and cuddle. I was so excited and happy that she came that I stayed up for an hour petting her. I'm glad she finally is cuddling with me again, even if its at 5am.
watched wrestlemania with david last night. it felt good to do a thing we haven't done in over a year. It was surprisingly pretty good, even the matches i thought were going to suck were pretty entertaining. Wrestling is funner with friends.
And Im seeing Debbie today. Which should be nice. And then more wrestlemania.
idk. i'm mostly just updating because im tired of not sleeping.
