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Jan. 12th, 2020 10:44 amHey
It was a pretty busy week actually.
I'm continuing silks, obvs, but since Skittles passed I've just been weaker and feeling unmotivated. I'm sure its partially depression but it sucks when like im struggling with stuff physically on top of mentally? Idk. Oddly though as I've physically struggled, my form is good/better. So maybe its not all doom and gloom like I think it is.
This week I had a work dinner which was half a recoup for our austin xmas party, but also like the VP or something was coming in, so a bunch of folks I hadn't met also came out. It was weird. I was underdressed. I tried to tone myself down. Normally at these events I just drink as much as possible on company money, but instead I kept my cool. Also at the end of the night the big VP or whatever needed an uber and i live downtown
me: your car is covered in gay propaganda and crimethinc stickers. maybe dont
also me: hey vp, ill give you a ride
It was fine. I didnt get fired. So that works. It was kind of nerve wracking tho.
Friday it was supposed to, like, tornado, but we're on the edge of the hill country so it always breaks up these big fronts/storms. So we went out. We popped by the old-old brewery Z used to work at. It had been almost a year since I had been there. Nothing had changed, except the beer was terrible. It was nice to see our old pals though. It really did turn into the old man brewery of the owners dreams tho lol. Afterwards we checked out this new brewery in town, hop squad, which had such bad beers we walked out. Like, I get that newer breweries take some time before the beer is good but wow I wouldnt serve those beers to anyone. And the place was just /bumping/. Anyway, we went to abw and met up with ramey who is working there now. which was cool and THEN we went to 4th tap. Still i think between 4 breweries I didnt even have 3 whole beers lol. It was a fun night but I should have drank more water.
saturday morning i was a little hung over for silks class. i always sleep bad when i drink but i knew what i was getting into. After class, I met up with kirt and justin and Zs other cousin Matt and his wife. We went to a place close by that I hadnt been to before. It was pretty interesting. And after that Z and I went home and just watched playoff football.
Today I am taking it easy. I am nervous about the Packers game tonight. We'll see how that goes.
I had been doing good with watching what im eating, but the last two weeks I have not. So I need to get back on that. I also want to do home exercises more.
But otherwise stuff is good. I've been feeling boring and plain lately, but winter is almost over (in texas), so its probably my natural cycle humming. so i'm probably about to get extra fabulous.
Z and I are toying with the idea of getting another cat. So i think we may hit up the local rescues and stuff and see whats around. I've been very lonely and Blueberry has been great. But. idk.
Well thats it for now. today i think im mostly just watchin football and hanging out at home by myself today. maybe ill get some more reading done. I've almost caught up to the comics Z has read. but its also not a race.
It was a pretty busy week actually.
I'm continuing silks, obvs, but since Skittles passed I've just been weaker and feeling unmotivated. I'm sure its partially depression but it sucks when like im struggling with stuff physically on top of mentally? Idk. Oddly though as I've physically struggled, my form is good/better. So maybe its not all doom and gloom like I think it is.
This week I had a work dinner which was half a recoup for our austin xmas party, but also like the VP or something was coming in, so a bunch of folks I hadn't met also came out. It was weird. I was underdressed. I tried to tone myself down. Normally at these events I just drink as much as possible on company money, but instead I kept my cool. Also at the end of the night the big VP or whatever needed an uber and i live downtown
me: your car is covered in gay propaganda and crimethinc stickers. maybe dont
also me: hey vp, ill give you a ride
It was fine. I didnt get fired. So that works. It was kind of nerve wracking tho.
Friday it was supposed to, like, tornado, but we're on the edge of the hill country so it always breaks up these big fronts/storms. So we went out. We popped by the old-old brewery Z used to work at. It had been almost a year since I had been there. Nothing had changed, except the beer was terrible. It was nice to see our old pals though. It really did turn into the old man brewery of the owners dreams tho lol. Afterwards we checked out this new brewery in town, hop squad, which had such bad beers we walked out. Like, I get that newer breweries take some time before the beer is good but wow I wouldnt serve those beers to anyone. And the place was just /bumping/. Anyway, we went to abw and met up with ramey who is working there now. which was cool and THEN we went to 4th tap. Still i think between 4 breweries I didnt even have 3 whole beers lol. It was a fun night but I should have drank more water.
saturday morning i was a little hung over for silks class. i always sleep bad when i drink but i knew what i was getting into. After class, I met up with kirt and justin and Zs other cousin Matt and his wife. We went to a place close by that I hadnt been to before. It was pretty interesting. And after that Z and I went home and just watched playoff football.
Today I am taking it easy. I am nervous about the Packers game tonight. We'll see how that goes.
I had been doing good with watching what im eating, but the last two weeks I have not. So I need to get back on that. I also want to do home exercises more.
But otherwise stuff is good. I've been feeling boring and plain lately, but winter is almost over (in texas), so its probably my natural cycle humming. so i'm probably about to get extra fabulous.
Z and I are toying with the idea of getting another cat. So i think we may hit up the local rescues and stuff and see whats around. I've been very lonely and Blueberry has been great. But. idk.
Well thats it for now. today i think im mostly just watchin football and hanging out at home by myself today. maybe ill get some more reading done. I've almost caught up to the comics Z has read. but its also not a race.
