I guess a few things I forgot yesterday.
First off I forgot to mention my sleepwalking. So, I think I mentioned that when I stayed in the cabin at the hostel I had a really scary dream that wound up with me stuck in the cabin until the light came on and I realised where I was. I woke up Z and everything panicking and asking him where we were and things like that. It felt like I was dreaming until, like I said, literally the light came on.
This had happened to me a few other times. the first time was when I was with a crummy ex. I had a dream we were squatting on someones porch and I Was trying to get out and I couldnt so I panicked and freaked out until he turned on the light. It really spooked me.
The second time, more recently, but before the cabin situation, was after I took a benedryl. I was dreaming and woke up in the closet.
Well my first night back was the fourth time now. I woke up in a dream and completely lost. I was banging around trying to find where I was until my eyes adjusted to the light and I realised I was in my own bedroom.
Each time this happens its fucking terrifying. I hope it stops. Like the first time was over 6 years ago. So weird to have the next three times all in the same year.
On a completely different note, I decided to go for a more modest entry level computer build. Its still infinitely better than what I have and a couple hundred cheaper. https://pcpartpicker.com/list/TWXhgJ
I'm thinking about sitting on this and waiting for Cyber Monday though. Maybe I'll get some good deals.
I'm also hoping theres a good Switch deal for cyber monday too. here's to hoping i guess. I want that new pokemon!
i sound terrible rn lol. tomorrow im going to the dentist and then im getting my nails done. my nails are so fucked up from vacation and i just need to pay someone to fucking fix me lol. I also desperately need my hair done.
ok I guess thats it for now. ttyl.
First off I forgot to mention my sleepwalking. So, I think I mentioned that when I stayed in the cabin at the hostel I had a really scary dream that wound up with me stuck in the cabin until the light came on and I realised where I was. I woke up Z and everything panicking and asking him where we were and things like that. It felt like I was dreaming until, like I said, literally the light came on.
This had happened to me a few other times. the first time was when I was with a crummy ex. I had a dream we were squatting on someones porch and I Was trying to get out and I couldnt so I panicked and freaked out until he turned on the light. It really spooked me.
The second time, more recently, but before the cabin situation, was after I took a benedryl. I was dreaming and woke up in the closet.
Well my first night back was the fourth time now. I woke up in a dream and completely lost. I was banging around trying to find where I was until my eyes adjusted to the light and I realised I was in my own bedroom.
Each time this happens its fucking terrifying. I hope it stops. Like the first time was over 6 years ago. So weird to have the next three times all in the same year.
On a completely different note, I decided to go for a more modest entry level computer build. Its still infinitely better than what I have and a couple hundred cheaper. https://pcpartpicker.com/list/TWXhgJ
I'm thinking about sitting on this and waiting for Cyber Monday though. Maybe I'll get some good deals.
I'm also hoping theres a good Switch deal for cyber monday too. here's to hoping i guess. I want that new pokemon!
i sound terrible rn lol. tomorrow im going to the dentist and then im getting my nails done. my nails are so fucked up from vacation and i just need to pay someone to fucking fix me lol. I also desperately need my hair done.
ok I guess thats it for now. ttyl.