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Her body on the couch just looked like she was snoozing. Rigor mortis has set in and i cleaned her body and I moved her to a bed of flowers (on ice). It’s setting in how final this is. She’s gone. She’s not just sleeping. My lap feels so empty. My heart just hurts so bad. God everything sucks.
