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Debbie coming over went well. It was so nice and she’s more spiritual than me but it was very comforting. She was so sweet and finally brought gloves so she could pet skittles (she’s allergic). She pet Blue too.
Blueberry slept with us last night which was a first. I was just wishing he would because I miss skittles sleeping with me.
Debbie and I were chatting about other things and I wondered where skittles was. It was the first time I’d thought this. I just cried and cried. I know this will be a common thing, sadly.
When I pet her body I keep thinking she’s going to look up at me and be mad that I woke her up to pet her. But she still is just there sleeping.
Man. It’s just sad. I think after the packers game I’ll go to run a few errands and then go to the brewery. Elijah is supposed to be there so that would be nice.
Everything hurts. My heart just hurts. Football without Skittles sucks. I just miss her.
Thanks for being the place I can get all this out.
Blueberry slept with us last night which was a first. I was just wishing he would because I miss skittles sleeping with me.
Debbie and I were chatting about other things and I wondered where skittles was. It was the first time I’d thought this. I just cried and cried. I know this will be a common thing, sadly.
When I pet her body I keep thinking she’s going to look up at me and be mad that I woke her up to pet her. But she still is just there sleeping.
Man. It’s just sad. I think after the packers game I’ll go to run a few errands and then go to the brewery. Elijah is supposed to be there so that would be nice.
Everything hurts. My heart just hurts. Football without Skittles sucks. I just miss her.
Thanks for being the place I can get all this out.
