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[frenzy]

boil notice is over. i dont have laundry still but thats OK.

Still no kitties. I emailled the shelter because I was getting nervous and their auto-reply says that they are 3 to 5 days backed up. So I need to be patient, I guess.

my resume, is, like, a decade old, so I'm completely rewriting it and its stupid and I hate it.

im back to being super depressed. nothing is fun, nothing is enjoyable. just frustrated and sad.

Comments

[symbioid]

Isn't it weird how the anxiety of survival-mode sorta... wipes away the depression? Like it's anxiety or depression. It's all we're allowed. :( Like the dull background noise of depression is "spiced up" by dopamine hits of anxiety.

*hugs*

I really hope they make sure you get the cats, I'm sure this is a hectic time for them right now.

[frenzy]

Id say I was actually doing much better before all this happened. Anxious, but not too depressed. When the cataclysm happened, I was mostly numb. I'm no just... depressed lol.

I'm sure a lot of it is mostly Todd dying, and stress and all that. idk. I'll just try to take care of myself again. I made it through last time.

[sabotabby]

Progress, I guess. Depression is such shit. I don't know which is worse, that or the anxiety.

[katiedid717]

Have you kept a relatively updated LinkedIn profile? I had to use mine to write a resume a couple years ago when I had lost my old files.

[frenzy]

I created a pretty sparse linkedin profile relatively recently. I probably couldn't make a good resume out of it yet. I've intended on using it, but instead i've been leaning on my friends with jobs that have openings.

I finished the resume anyway. it wasn't hard. Just sort of annoying

[katiedid717]

Ah, okay. Resumes and job searches are a pain in the ass, but fingers crossed that you can find better and brighter opportunities!

[frenzy]

gods, same to you! You deserve it.