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May. 3rd, 2018 03:37 pmI'm in a remarkably pissy mood today, so I might as well post.
Last weekend was pretty all right.
First, Z worked Saturday. Turns out he works every saturday this month. Which kinda sucks. And every day is, like, a full shift too. I know he likes working at the brewery part time, but this is a bit much and it sucks.
At any rate, Friday after we got off work, we hung out with Mike and J to get trained on taking care of their cat, Lydia. We've been taking care of Lydia all week. I love Lydia, but it does eat into the minimal time Z and I have together during the week day.
Saturday Z worked at the brewery, and afterwards, we went to Pinthouse pizza for their hootenanny, and then hung out with gideon and sarah. It was nice to see them, although sometimes theres times Sarah and I both arent to into what Gideon and Z are talking about, and we try to relate to each other, but the conversation feels strained and i couldnt tell you why. I was tired of drinking, but i probably should have at least had one more to try to keep the conversation flowing better. Oh well. Who cares.
Sunday Z and I went with Paul on a hike to Palmetto state park. It was really weird to see all these dwarf palmettos in texas, so close to home. I didn't know the swamps came so far west. That was fun. Afterwards, we caught some food (bbq in lulling. it was ok), and saw Isle of Dogs, which i thought was /okay/ but not great.
This week has been a little hectic since we're taking care of lydia each morning and night. Wednesday I took both cats in to the vet and got some meds for Blue (diarrhea, upper respiratory infection) and Skittles is going on every other day again for her IBS meds. Hope its better this time. Blue gained a whole pound since we've had him! good job, blue.
I got denied the promotion. The other person was better than me. Next time maybe if I applied sooner it would have been different. I'm very close to passing the dev test so imma at least get that and i wont have to worry about it again (hopefully). i'm p bummed about that. esp since its upgrade season again and i'm doing tedious work.
Clay, Abby, and Erin were in town. I hadn't been really notified of anything beforehand. Usually they come down for cinco, but now it was a trip to see the darkness. I know a few songs but didn't really want to go to that show. They basically, like, idk, excluded me from their plans. Then we were gonna hang out after I got off work at 7, but then they were like "oh but we need some chill time. we're gonna eat and hang out after". Like. They KNEW i got off at 7. They knew Z worked at 10. So, yeah they were ready to hang out at 9, but Z cant hang anymore because he works nights. I met them down at their airbnb, but all I really did was mostly hang out with Abby. Clay was feeling sick and tired. Erin I saw for a second, but then didnt see again. So Idk. whatever. It was nice to catch up with Abby.
But then they were all gonna text me when they were getting lunch, but i later find out on instagram theyre already on the road. i feel pretty forgotten about.
Z feels bad too. and I'm mad they made Z feel rejected too. We were both just sort of an afterthought for this trip, it feels. I know they're in okc so there'll be other opportunities to hang out, but i feel terrible.
also I didnt sleep well last night and I'm kind of hungover. so idk. I'm just in a mood i guess. We're supposed to be hanging out with Phil and Amanda tonight. I'mma have to kick this funk somehow.
I'm just sort of dejected about all that. and the job thing. I feel like i'm barely keeping afloat, but thats probably more perceived than actuality. I'm sure i'll feel better after a full night's sleep.
so there it is i guess.
Last weekend was pretty all right.
First, Z worked Saturday. Turns out he works every saturday this month. Which kinda sucks. And every day is, like, a full shift too. I know he likes working at the brewery part time, but this is a bit much and it sucks.
At any rate, Friday after we got off work, we hung out with Mike and J to get trained on taking care of their cat, Lydia. We've been taking care of Lydia all week. I love Lydia, but it does eat into the minimal time Z and I have together during the week day.
Saturday Z worked at the brewery, and afterwards, we went to Pinthouse pizza for their hootenanny, and then hung out with gideon and sarah. It was nice to see them, although sometimes theres times Sarah and I both arent to into what Gideon and Z are talking about, and we try to relate to each other, but the conversation feels strained and i couldnt tell you why. I was tired of drinking, but i probably should have at least had one more to try to keep the conversation flowing better. Oh well. Who cares.
Sunday Z and I went with Paul on a hike to Palmetto state park. It was really weird to see all these dwarf palmettos in texas, so close to home. I didn't know the swamps came so far west. That was fun. Afterwards, we caught some food (bbq in lulling. it was ok), and saw Isle of Dogs, which i thought was /okay/ but not great.
This week has been a little hectic since we're taking care of lydia each morning and night. Wednesday I took both cats in to the vet and got some meds for Blue (diarrhea, upper respiratory infection) and Skittles is going on every other day again for her IBS meds. Hope its better this time. Blue gained a whole pound since we've had him! good job, blue.
I got denied the promotion. The other person was better than me. Next time maybe if I applied sooner it would have been different. I'm very close to passing the dev test so imma at least get that and i wont have to worry about it again (hopefully). i'm p bummed about that. esp since its upgrade season again and i'm doing tedious work.
Clay, Abby, and Erin were in town. I hadn't been really notified of anything beforehand. Usually they come down for cinco, but now it was a trip to see the darkness. I know a few songs but didn't really want to go to that show. They basically, like, idk, excluded me from their plans. Then we were gonna hang out after I got off work at 7, but then they were like "oh but we need some chill time. we're gonna eat and hang out after". Like. They KNEW i got off at 7. They knew Z worked at 10. So, yeah they were ready to hang out at 9, but Z cant hang anymore because he works nights. I met them down at their airbnb, but all I really did was mostly hang out with Abby. Clay was feeling sick and tired. Erin I saw for a second, but then didnt see again. So Idk. whatever. It was nice to catch up with Abby.
But then they were all gonna text me when they were getting lunch, but i later find out on instagram theyre already on the road. i feel pretty forgotten about.
Z feels bad too. and I'm mad they made Z feel rejected too. We were both just sort of an afterthought for this trip, it feels. I know they're in okc so there'll be other opportunities to hang out, but i feel terrible.
also I didnt sleep well last night and I'm kind of hungover. so idk. I'm just in a mood i guess. We're supposed to be hanging out with Phil and Amanda tonight. I'mma have to kick this funk somehow.
I'm just sort of dejected about all that. and the job thing. I feel like i'm barely keeping afloat, but thats probably more perceived than actuality. I'm sure i'll feel better after a full night's sleep.
so there it is i guess.
