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Feb. 21st, 2019 07:30 pmIm updating with Z at home again. And now video games in the background. But this is the new normal, so I've got to adjust.
Lets see. Whats new this week. I got a lot of stuff I sort of needed to do done. Like this weekend I got to go kickboxing with J. Well, it was a mix of boxing and kick boxing. It was a lot of fun, but p spendy. I would do it again once Z got employed. It felt good to, like, just smack the shit out of stuff lol.
Saturday I also saw Gideon and Sarah. I felt bad because I'd wanted to see them for a while now, but stuff kept coming up. Especially with wrestling taking up so much of my time. Although I also saw them Tuesday! I got to FINALLY see a movie called The FP, a remarkably great/bad movie about a dystopian future where conflict is solved with DDR (called Beat Beat Revelation). Sunday we're all going to see the sequel coming out. Which also looks delightfully terrible. I am pumped.
Oh, I got plates for my car. the first 3 letters are LSH, so I guess I'm a lush now. Or a lash. But lets be honest with ourselves.
Sunday I think Z slept a lot and I played a lot of stardew valley. Man, I am p hooked to that game now. To the point I gotta make sure to do all my chores and stuff before I play. Then we went to Tins for the wrestlin PPV. I'd say that PPV was good, but not great.
Monday I went out to see Todd. Despite going through chemo and radiation for lung cancer, he is in really good health. I was glad to see that. I hope it continues to go well for him. I love him.
Last night was a wrestlebuddy of mine's birthday party thing. He did karaoke which I didn't do. I should have thought of at least one song I wanted to do. Oh well. He was p drunk and sort of kept maybe hitting on me? maybe not? I know im real cool and great. I'm trying to hope the best here because, as far as I know, hes in a monogamous relationship. and i deffo am. and like, godsdamnit. i want friends. not this shit. idk. now i gotta be mindful of this shit. Ohhhhh well.
Speaking of wrestling, its been going well. Uh, we did like a 20 move combo the other day and gods I kept getting lost. Literally and figuratively. I know I'm still beginning but its weird to get so lost while doing something. I hope I get better. Normally I have an impeccable memory so idk. Also, we've been working on shoulder tackles. OH MY GOD YALL. I felt SO BIG giving it to someone. Like, I charge at someone, and they fall down in agony and I look and feel SO STRONG and theyre all hurt. Obvs none of us are hurt. Its so cool! Its the coolest! I love wrestling!!
OH I forgot valentines day. We didn't do much> I went to see Z at work at the brewery. I got him some chocolates and he got me some girl scout cookies. We don't really have the money for a big thing. Maybe once Z gets a job. I definitely want to do a better birthday for him for his half birthday.
Not a lot of movement on that this week. There was a brewery he was supposed to go to this week. He hasn't gone at all yet. They have weird hours, so I sort of get it. But he needs to go. Or I'm going to have to get his friends to help me again. *sigh* He has been p depressed lately about it all. I'm trying to get him to keep going to the gym and keep doing things. but yes god please he needs something eventually.
Been holding to this lately. Less for me, more for him.
But I'd be lying if I said his sadness doesnt pour over into me too. The financial thing is frustrating. Work is frustrating too rn. We still are short staffed. but hopefully that'll change. Its all temporary and it'll all be okay. its okay. im okay.
Oh and the cats. Blue still needs sulfur baths for 1 more week. and Skittles is gaining weight which is good. But they both still have DIARRHEA so oh my god i think the curse is back and i want to die please make this end with the fucking cats. i am so so so so so so sick of dealing with their runny shits.
*sigh* it'll be okay.
Oh and I pulled my quad or my groin. idk which really. i had to skip silks tuesday. its getting better slowly. I hope its better soon. i have NO CLUE how i hurt it.
Ok thats it. cya dw.
Lets see. Whats new this week. I got a lot of stuff I sort of needed to do done. Like this weekend I got to go kickboxing with J. Well, it was a mix of boxing and kick boxing. It was a lot of fun, but p spendy. I would do it again once Z got employed. It felt good to, like, just smack the shit out of stuff lol.
Saturday I also saw Gideon and Sarah. I felt bad because I'd wanted to see them for a while now, but stuff kept coming up. Especially with wrestling taking up so much of my time. Although I also saw them Tuesday! I got to FINALLY see a movie called The FP, a remarkably great/bad movie about a dystopian future where conflict is solved with DDR (called Beat Beat Revelation). Sunday we're all going to see the sequel coming out. Which also looks delightfully terrible. I am pumped.
Oh, I got plates for my car. the first 3 letters are LSH, so I guess I'm a lush now. Or a lash. But lets be honest with ourselves.
Sunday I think Z slept a lot and I played a lot of stardew valley. Man, I am p hooked to that game now. To the point I gotta make sure to do all my chores and stuff before I play. Then we went to Tins for the wrestlin PPV. I'd say that PPV was good, but not great.
Monday I went out to see Todd. Despite going through chemo and radiation for lung cancer, he is in really good health. I was glad to see that. I hope it continues to go well for him. I love him.
Last night was a wrestlebuddy of mine's birthday party thing. He did karaoke which I didn't do. I should have thought of at least one song I wanted to do. Oh well. He was p drunk and sort of kept maybe hitting on me? maybe not? I know im real cool and great. I'm trying to hope the best here because, as far as I know, hes in a monogamous relationship. and i deffo am. and like, godsdamnit. i want friends. not this shit. idk. now i gotta be mindful of this shit. Ohhhhh well.
Speaking of wrestling, its been going well. Uh, we did like a 20 move combo the other day and gods I kept getting lost. Literally and figuratively. I know I'm still beginning but its weird to get so lost while doing something. I hope I get better. Normally I have an impeccable memory so idk. Also, we've been working on shoulder tackles. OH MY GOD YALL. I felt SO BIG giving it to someone. Like, I charge at someone, and they fall down in agony and I look and feel SO STRONG and theyre all hurt. Obvs none of us are hurt. Its so cool! Its the coolest! I love wrestling!!
OH I forgot valentines day. We didn't do much> I went to see Z at work at the brewery. I got him some chocolates and he got me some girl scout cookies. We don't really have the money for a big thing. Maybe once Z gets a job. I definitely want to do a better birthday for him for his half birthday.
Not a lot of movement on that this week. There was a brewery he was supposed to go to this week. He hasn't gone at all yet. They have weird hours, so I sort of get it. But he needs to go. Or I'm going to have to get his friends to help me again. *sigh* He has been p depressed lately about it all. I'm trying to get him to keep going to the gym and keep doing things. but yes god please he needs something eventually.
Been holding to this lately. Less for me, more for him.
But I'd be lying if I said his sadness doesnt pour over into me too. The financial thing is frustrating. Work is frustrating too rn. We still are short staffed. but hopefully that'll change. Its all temporary and it'll all be okay. its okay. im okay.
Oh and the cats. Blue still needs sulfur baths for 1 more week. and Skittles is gaining weight which is good. But they both still have DIARRHEA so oh my god i think the curse is back and i want to die please make this end with the fucking cats. i am so so so so so so sick of dealing with their runny shits.
*sigh* it'll be okay.
Oh and I pulled my quad or my groin. idk which really. i had to skip silks tuesday. its getting better slowly. I hope its better soon. i have NO CLUE how i hurt it.
Ok thats it. cya dw.
