what are you reading wednesday?

What have you finished reading:

still nope

What are you currently reading:

The Amber Spyglass by Philip Pullman - ( spoils )

Ill be happy when I'm done reading this, because this tome is all 3 books in one and it hurts my hands lol

towers and caves

This was a good weekend. I'm happy to get to post about all of it.

What did I do Friday? It must have been nothing. Maybe this was my continuation of Disney movies. I know Z worked. I think I watched Snow White and Bambi. Man, bambi is a fuckin' ride. That is hands down the weirdest disney movie i've seen yet. First off, Bambis mom dying fucking traumatized me and also I thought bambis dad was a bad guy, but I guess not. bambis mom doesnt even die on screen. Also, the moral of the story is to not go hunting? dont start forest fires? be an aloof father? Its a really cute movie though.

oh you know what, I think that was Thursday. Friday Shane came into town right as I got off work. We went to Jester King to get their latest whale beer. Shane just really likes chasing the Beer Guy beers. Its not a bad thing. But I was so worried, because it was the Atrial Rubicite beer (basically their bestest rated beer evar and ppl like do anything for this beer) I thought it was going to be a goddamn zoo. Instead, it was completely reasonable. Like, honestly pretty chill. We bought bottles and then went to get food at via 313

Saturday was a really full day. After I went to the gym, I met up with Z and Shane at the Lager Jam! There was some real good beers this year, specifically the galaxy hans, and we got shirts like we do every year. After the lager jam we met up with Kirt and Justin at St Elmo and chatted and stuff. It was a really great time. Corey was there and it was good to see him too.

After all that, I left St Elmo and went to AAPW because alicia and carrie, the two other women i trained with, were debuting. Man, what a trip. Like, simultaneously I felt jealous, relief, and immense joy seeing everyone I loved so much. I screamed my lungs out the whole show. Except my tummy got Real Fuckin Rumbly during the fucking main event. and, uh, they only got 1 toilet. So I decided it'd be better to just leave early rather than cause a bathroom jam, but also I didnt want to have the worst poop in the worlds worst bathroom (srsly, my one goal training there was to never have to take a bad shit there. its a tiny, tiny bathroom with no airflow. hot hot hot. )

Sunday we got up and got brunch. Shane took off and Z and I started to go to my Surprise Birthday Place for the weekend!!

So it turned out he took me to the hill country. We stayed at this airbnb that was a 3 story tower on this huge property. It was only a couple hours outside of home. We got to the place, and then went to an HEB to get cheese and beer while we watch the sunset. When we got back we walked around the property for a bit, because its right on the river. It was really, just beautiful and, man, my husband is so sweet and cool and handsome and smart, y'all. We saw air plants in the wild growing on live oaks, some fishes, tons of tiny tiny frogs. It was great. We went back to the tower and watched the sun set. it was really pretty, but also it was really nice to take a little trip, and spend time together really focusing on each other.

the next day we saw the property had a butterfly garden and man it was so cool. it was, like, overflowing with butterflies! at any rate, we left and we went to a brewery for lunch, found a place going out of business and bought a nice set of longhorns (finally!!), and then went to my other surprise- we went to a cave! its called the cave with no name, and honestly it was really cool! also literally, it was so nice and cool at 66F in the cave. i would like a summer home in a cave, please.

So we came home that day (which was a Monday). I took off a day of work, which was really nice. It'd been quite some time since I had taken time off.

And thats really about it. I got a massage today and man I feel great. also ive been listening to asmr stuff on my headphones at work and its really helped me keep mellow. id noticed id been really negative and a little, like, idk, abrasive lately. tryin to be less like comet cleaner, more like soft scrub lol. but yeah asmr shit is fuckin weird but whatever if it keeps me calm.

fuckin blue peed on the bed last night, but man, we have a mattress protector and it was easy to clean. still mad at having to do more laundry because of the damn cat, but yanno, it wasnt so bad.

ok i think thats everything for now.