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Feb. 13th, 2020 09:39 pmIts been a long day
Ive been excited to come home but also dreading it. Crying a lot. I went to bed at like 11 but woke up at 1 and just couldnt get back to sleep. *sigh*. I had to be up at 430 to catch my first flight to st louis and then my second flight to chicago. I was in chicago around noon and took the el to the metra but missed the metra to kenosha and had to wait 3 hours for the next one. im so peeved at that although i expected it
lots of nostalgia with the el and metra.
i dont know what im doing here. there'll probably be no services. im here because im also homesick. but. idk. so long. no no this trip will be good. help make the loss real. help the grief
sorry i am so so so sleepy but wanted to write a little. weird times. good times.
Ive been excited to come home but also dreading it. Crying a lot. I went to bed at like 11 but woke up at 1 and just couldnt get back to sleep. *sigh*. I had to be up at 430 to catch my first flight to st louis and then my second flight to chicago. I was in chicago around noon and took the el to the metra but missed the metra to kenosha and had to wait 3 hours for the next one. im so peeved at that although i expected it
lots of nostalgia with the el and metra.
i dont know what im doing here. there'll probably be no services. im here because im also homesick. but. idk. so long. no no this trip will be good. help make the loss real. help the grief
sorry i am so so so sleepy but wanted to write a little. weird times. good times.
