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I slept 8 hours finally. I could have probably slept longer. I did get up to pee and I’d pet her little cold body.

Her toe beans are so white. They were so pink and perfect but now they are so cold and white and it makes me sad.

I only have 2 days with her body till it’s gone and that makes me sad too. This all sucks so much.

I’m getting my hair done today. Which is kind of funny? I mean it’s the perfect time to panic and cut/dye everything. But I’m also just in pain. The pampering will be nice.

I’m sure you’ll hear from me later today.