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Jan. 30th, 2020 08:16 pmI just dont have nights to myself anymore which means I basically have no day to update. Unless its the weekends? And I wanna have fun on the weekend and not sit at a computer?
Z is just in the background playing games but it bothers me so much. Like, so-so much. How do I get over this or I'll never be able to update ever again. He literally can't read anything. I always used to update with A in the room! I don't know
Hi, I've been ANGERY. Like, all week. And its made me sort of insufferable, at least to myself. I got into a fight with Vikki. I think we'll be able to hash things out but I am waiting to be less mad. Like just sort of in general so I dont fuck up things more than I already have.
Okay, last weekend I went to Dallas. Honestly it was pretty low key. I slept a lot. I've finally just taken to drugging myself with a half of a benedryl when I'm at the few weeks in my cycle where I can't sleep. Friday in addition to being at our pals place, some other pals also popped by. We made food and just hung out. It was nice.
Saturday we went to the perot museum and went to some breweries. And we left Sunday. Ive sort of come around on Zs friend. he's still transphobic, homophobic, etc and I'm not saying thats okay, but I'm stuck with this guy so *shrug*. He is nice despite all the christian stuff, which I appreciate.
Sunday night we watched the royal rumble with all our wrestling pals. I was really disappointed that there was basically only 1 shock entrant. I sort of hate how they announce 26 out of 30 entrants these days. Theres hardly any surprise.
Uhhh lets see. I did silks class on Tuesday. I've been thinking of going to the handstands class, one, because we've had a lot of beginners and I'm like too between level 2 and 3, so maybe handstands will put me over the bump? I dont know. Its a touchy class and I'm not really into being touched? I could just try it.
Oh, so the in-laws are coming down this weekend. They come down tomorrow and fly out early saturday morning so I wont see them very long. Thats kind of a bummer. But we'll make do with what we got.
Oh and now we ARE taking their cat Cornell. I guess Shane can't do it because of his kittens. Im sort of annoyed at him. I know hes jsut sort of, yanno, all over the place. And then we pick up the slack. Idk. I just hope Blue and him get along. Cornell has never been around another cat so I'm worried about all that. And now we get, like, no notice. Just frustrating. I hope it goes okay.
Idk we'll see how all that goes. I have no clue what I'm doing for the super bowl. maybe nothing. Idk. I need to find a way out of this foul mood. i think its partially a new movement of grief. but i also think its partially hormonal too. im finally not in this lethargic do-nothing mood anymore so thats good? Idk.
I'm just trying I guess. whatever. cya.
Z is just in the background playing games but it bothers me so much. Like, so-so much. How do I get over this or I'll never be able to update ever again. He literally can't read anything. I always used to update with A in the room! I don't know
Hi, I've been ANGERY. Like, all week. And its made me sort of insufferable, at least to myself. I got into a fight with Vikki. I think we'll be able to hash things out but I am waiting to be less mad. Like just sort of in general so I dont fuck up things more than I already have.
Okay, last weekend I went to Dallas. Honestly it was pretty low key. I slept a lot. I've finally just taken to drugging myself with a half of a benedryl when I'm at the few weeks in my cycle where I can't sleep. Friday in addition to being at our pals place, some other pals also popped by. We made food and just hung out. It was nice.
Saturday we went to the perot museum and went to some breweries. And we left Sunday. Ive sort of come around on Zs friend. he's still transphobic, homophobic, etc and I'm not saying thats okay, but I'm stuck with this guy so *shrug*. He is nice despite all the christian stuff, which I appreciate.
Sunday night we watched the royal rumble with all our wrestling pals. I was really disappointed that there was basically only 1 shock entrant. I sort of hate how they announce 26 out of 30 entrants these days. Theres hardly any surprise.
Uhhh lets see. I did silks class on Tuesday. I've been thinking of going to the handstands class, one, because we've had a lot of beginners and I'm like too between level 2 and 3, so maybe handstands will put me over the bump? I dont know. Its a touchy class and I'm not really into being touched? I could just try it.
Oh, so the in-laws are coming down this weekend. They come down tomorrow and fly out early saturday morning so I wont see them very long. Thats kind of a bummer. But we'll make do with what we got.
Oh and now we ARE taking their cat Cornell. I guess Shane can't do it because of his kittens. Im sort of annoyed at him. I know hes jsut sort of, yanno, all over the place. And then we pick up the slack. Idk. I just hope Blue and him get along. Cornell has never been around another cat so I'm worried about all that. And now we get, like, no notice. Just frustrating. I hope it goes okay.
Idk we'll see how all that goes. I have no clue what I'm doing for the super bowl. maybe nothing. Idk. I need to find a way out of this foul mood. i think its partially a new movement of grief. but i also think its partially hormonal too. im finally not in this lethargic do-nothing mood anymore so thats good? Idk.
I'm just trying I guess. whatever. cya.
